Thursday, May 24, 2012
Monday, March 28, 2011
Setbacks
Had quite a lot of setbacks lately. Luckily, there are friends I can turn to. Talking really helps.
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What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger. Thanks pals.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Am I wrong?
"Does anybody here have a relative they're not exactly proud of?" --Melissa and Joey S01E01
Today I took a bus with my aunt and cousin. And for a moment I felt ashamed of having them as my relatives. Here's the story.
Shortly after we got on the bus, my cos and aunt started to open the red envelops. They pulled the money out of the envelops, then simply threw the empty envelops onto the floor of the bus. I was sitting right behind them and taken aback for their uncivilized act. At that moment, I wished I didn't have any relation with them. I know most people would denounce littering, but my reaction just showed how judgmental I can be.
I am brought up to be very discriminated when it comes to making friends. I can find other people's flaws but I can't take it. Once I find someone with unbearable(according to my judgment) weaknesses I would ditch him/her without any remorse. So I don't have many close friends. Is that my problem? Should I change?
Today I took a bus with my aunt and cousin. And for a moment I felt ashamed of having them as my relatives. Here's the story.
Shortly after we got on the bus, my cos and aunt started to open the red envelops. They pulled the money out of the envelops, then simply threw the empty envelops onto the floor of the bus. I was sitting right behind them and taken aback for their uncivilized act. At that moment, I wished I didn't have any relation with them. I know most people would denounce littering, but my reaction just showed how judgmental I can be.
I am brought up to be very discriminated when it comes to making friends. I can find other people's flaws but I can't take it. Once I find someone with unbearable(according to my judgment) weaknesses I would ditch him/her without any remorse. So I don't have many close friends. Is that my problem? Should I change?
Thursday, December 2, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Rain
"I always like walking in the rain, so no one can see me crying."
— Charlie Chaplin
(image from http://blogs.rediff.com/mailtodeepikaghosh/2009/06/24/walking-in-the-rain/）
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I'm a jerk
I've been a jerk lately. I don't know where the anger comes from. It seems that every thing can provoke me, irritate me.
I need to bury myself in the books again. Only there can I find peace of mind.
I need to bury myself in the books again. Only there can I find peace of mind.
When it's not perfect, perfect it
Don't linger on the past. It's gone and you cannot change it. When the past was not perfect, great, there's space for progress. Never lose heart when there's still a chance. Sometimes we don't have next-time, but when you do have, you should be grateful. When you're in your twenties, keep in mind that you're invincible, nothing can beat you.
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